CHOC

I am lying in the parent bed at CHOC while Brennner naps and I now blog. Li'l man scared me, truly scared me. I always say that I am good in a crisis, but this circumstance brought me to tears. 

  I am grateful to the urgent care staff for assessing the situation and getting Brenner to the ER. I am thankful to the men and women who gave us a ride in the ambulance, cared for Brenner and reassured me. 

 Brenner I love you so much. Seeing you hooked to IVs, x-rayed, and taking breathing treatments rattles my soul. I think of my brother and his wife who have had to take their child to the ER numerous times and I am in awe of their strength and resolve. 

  Brenner's current diagnosis: pneumonia, severe asthma and anemia. 

 I pray for your health, the strength of your lungs and the people who are caring for you. 

  Brenner you are one tough dude! Daddy and I love you to the moon and back infinity...and beyond! 😘